Day After Day

I’ve managed to hang on, without ending it all, for a long time now.   Every day has been a battle to get up, go to work and get by somehow.   Every day gets tougher and tougher, though.   Today is the worst, so far.   I don’t know how to get through it, except endure it.  What really makes me feel hopeless is knowing that the days that follow may be even worse, if things keep going the way they have been in the past.  I wish there was a light at the end of the tunnel.   I’ve been waiting for one for so long, but I keep seeing nothing but darkness up ahead.   I’m getting tired of waiting.    I wish I would get tired of waiting, in fact.   Then, maybe this could all be over…