I don’t care if I die? Like, I’m actually looking forward to it and currently don’t care about anything anymore because I know I will be gone soon. I don’t take pleasure in anything. Not the thought of maybe one day getting married or having children. Not even the thought that MAYBE one day I will be happy. That just doesn’t appeal to me, I would rather just sleep even if there is hope for me. I’ve given up looking to try and fix myself. It’s all a waste of energy.
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I do know how you feel, been there. You are deeply depressed , have you tried medication? I used to be you, but I take a lot of meds now and it has changed my life. It can happen to you too. Really.
Wow, that is exactly EXACTLY how I feel. If you don’t mind me asking, how old are you? I’m 15 years old, male. Are you planning on dying soon?
Well at least I’m not alone! I am 20 years old female. I do plan on dying soon. Do you?
Wish I died instead of lived.
A zombie hides my face.
Shell forgotten with its memories.
Diaries left with cryptic entries.
From ‘Bother by Stone Sour’
You’re not alone in the way you feel, honestly! Sometimes, it gets too difficult to go from one day to another, it’s like you don’t have hope anymore! But then….that’s you! You can’t expect someone to come and change your life…it’s difficult, I know…but the only way is trying…
I can’t say for sure whether I want to die or not… but it’ll happen within the next few years at the most. The one thing I never want to do in my life is be an adult. The pressures and expectations that come with adulthood disgust me. I have no interest in starting a family (having kids, a relationship) and I have no interest in picking up some lame blue collar job, no matter how much money I make, thank you very much. Being a kid was so fun, as an adolescent now I have a hard time enjoying anything because I am forced by my OCD to overthink and obsess about everything I do to the point that I can’t enjoy it, it fucking SUCKS. And shit will just get even worse as an adult.
Wow I can totally relate! There’s too many expectations.. I’m in Ontario, Canada
kmahon, where are u located? u dont have to answer im just curious. im in Massachusetts