Somewhere in the cold, I wandered, holding my coat, arms criss-cross my heart. For what? It will never be warm again.
Never will my heart share the wonderful Pain of Love with some Amazing Jerk. No, Prince Charming will never kiss my lips and hold me tight, and I won’t live happily ever after.
What afterlife awaits a soul like mine, unable to be loved and unable to love correctly, but a gruesome one? An afterlife that only I deserve, consumed by darkness, frost, and pain.
Suffer I will, for the life I tried to live but failed miserably at. A game that I am not strong enough to win and I will spend eternity in the losers corner.
But I’ll be just fine pretending that I’m not for I know all too well that this is a fate that I very well deserve…and accept…with all my freezing heart.
Unloved and unable to love correctly.
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I love you! i have a similar pain inside me. i’m gay and my parents never accepted it and rejected me. From now on, i am your friend. and you can cry on my shoulders everytime you want. i will embrace you and love you.
…Did you not read? I am uncapable of being loved and moreso uncapable of loving anyone else the right way. You picked the wrong person…im not the one you want.
“Unloved and unable to love correctly.”
Me toooooooooooo. It fucking sucks 🙁
Right? It REALLY does suck. It’s like you dont belong in the world. It feels like i’m what makes the world suck.
yeah, I don’t belong in the world either. there needs to be a separate world for all of us on this board I guess…
That’s a good idea..a separate world for us…where we could be normal..sounds pretty fantastic
I just need confidence in my life to make all things better. Just like a recipes that says just add water.
@Rain Alicia I wish u well, regardless of where u take ur life or decided to end it.
No love lost because no love found.
…..talk to me
Thank you…I hope you find the confidence you need to get you through this life…it’ll take everything youve got
I know how you feel. Life is just one sick twisted joke. I don’t believe in an afterlife, and I hope I’m right. Because if there is a deity out there who cares personally what happens to each of us, it is a sordid, twisted fuck.
If you think life is just one sick twisted joke then you do know how i feel. However, I do believe in God. If everyone can find love but me, then there is a God. A God that spares people of who and what I am.
Life isn’t a twisted joke, just our lives are, I believe in the Great Mother but I don’t think she did this to me, or that she would, or that she knows I’m here. I know I’m different and that I’m wrong. Unloved and unable to love pretty much sums me up too. Great minds think alike, even if they’re twisted minds.