If you wont listen to me, then how can i listen to you?
You expect me to understand?
Stand by and watch?
I tried to do that, i really did.
tried to see if you could find your way on your own.
But you couldnt.
Whether you really couldnt do it,
or if you just decided that you want to be miserable…
Ive tried to help you.
You blow off everything i saw, and hang up on me when i am being honest with you.
And honesty is what you said you wanted,,
not lies and bullshit..
the truth and straight shit.
Im sorry.
I love you dearly, with all my heart.
I want you to stay around forever and be my bestfriend until we are both old a crippled..
But right now im just really…
Frustrated
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sometimes people will only see what they choose to see. sometimes people will only hear what they want to hear. sometimes sucks.
truth is subjective. especially is matters of love. i know what it means to have this frustration as well. i have been silently screaming my love for her for over a year now, and still it doesn’t matter. i have lost my mind… but more importantly i have nearly lost my will. i haven’t given up on my love for her, just my will live this life wherein she chooses to be deaf.
so many have told me to “get over it” and “move on”… but i cannot. i will not. love has to mean everything, or it was worth nothing.
i am sorry you feel so frustrated as well…