This is my first post, I’m only fourteen, and I’m not sure I belong here, all I know is that I want the pain to stop, even for a little while.
Never doe’s though, when I’m at school with my people (Possibly friends, although I think they only tolerate me) I feel a little better, but then I say the wrong thing or I see my best friend with his girlfriend and it reminds me of how lonely I am, the sun goes out and I hide again.
They say they’re my friends, they say they like me, but how?Why? How can the ex-girlfriend I hurt so badly still want to be friends with me? When I get home I start thinking and I realize how stupid I am everyday and how stupid I’ll be tomorrow, they don’t care about me, they don’t even like me. I’m not sure I can go there anymore. Not that homes any better.
I’m sorry if I sound like an idiot.
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You dont sound like an idiot. You’re just lost, I guess. If your friends say they like you, they do in some way and maybe you could find new friends? Not to be troubled with your ex. There are 7 000 000 000 (was that enough zeros) so it’s just certain that there are people like you and wjoo are willing to be your friends. Try to getaway from the middle of dark tunnel
Hey my name is brooklyn, i know how it feels .. i was in a serious realationship 2 months ago. I fell hard for this guy to find out, he didnt feel the same about me. I go to school everyday, and i hang out with people but just enought to be around them, if i make a wrong comment or do something they dont like trust me ill hear about it later and for the next week and half. I met TF at a party. We hid it off, and things got a little serious we never had sex but u can guess what hapened. Then one day at school a month later i found out he didnt feel the same way for me. It sucked. He asked if we could still be friends after we broke up so i still talk to him every now and agian.
But i found out a while back it was because he found a new girl he liked at work and last week she carved her name into his back even thought their “not” dating…. i wanted to die right there.
Email me sometime maybe we can talk
BrooklynBoxx@gmail.com
Your not alone . I hear a lot of the same stories here on this website. Get in touch with Brooklyn, you guys can probably help each other.