In the last year, becoming well known in this town has Brang a lot of pain. The expectations haunt me, Im ment to be the same as the other girls. I’m not the same and i never will be. trying to run from all of it, I want to be invisible again. I want to disappear. People won’t miss me, I’m not worth it. I’ve only been cared about when guys break up with their girlfriend. I feel used and its my fault? I can’t talk to anyone because they all judge and call attention seeking. This town is made out of fuck heads, users, sluts and judgmental fucks. People like me hide like me, fake a smile and live on. Because of this I’ve got worse depression, anxiety, bipolar and the constant 24/7 thought of just, dying. We can’t say anything, we can’t seek help. We’re stuck living a lie because people don’t want to help, they want to make it worse.. we’ve already had one suicide here. How many more till the judgement ends. Do I have to do It? So no one else gets hurt. I’ll sacrifice myself so people grow a brain.. STOP THE JUDGMENT. It won’t be a great loss.
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Hey sweetie i care! Im here for u if u need to talk ok? Ur worth so much more than that! U just know that there are people out there who are true christians and will be glad to listen to u sweetie!! ok? U write me
loveisdifficult,
do you live in a small town?
Thanks Jesusfreak1.
Yes rocketman. A really small town.
this town is so cruel that we live in people will miss you i will trust me no ones the same would you rather be different yourself or be like the others who are disrespectful rude and dont give people the chance to be nice chin up beautiful <3
loveisdifficult.
boy i would hate that! i use to travel and if i was in a small town for more than 2 weeks everyone knew me! i had get walk before they made me run!
Not very many people would miss me though lostdemonsofearth, maybe five.