Ok so im 27 i have two kids and that is the only thing that is stopping me from trying to kill myself now…my life has been shit since i can remember never had true friends…had relationships even married bfore but seem to all fall apart…i cant get a job because never graduated not due to my efforts…and seems like everything i had going for me is gone…i feel like i cant make my kids happy…and with no xmas gifts going to b under the tree this year i feel that maybe they will b better off if i am gone! and i cant talk to a dr. cause i have no med insurance. this life sucks…i have tryed to kill myself a number of times before my sons were born…and i am a cutter…just lost at wat to do anymore…
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i knw how it feels..! but still if ur trying to do by urself u will feel comfortable..try to be different. do things by ur own, u really feel good
Why Didn’t you use birth control.? You got kid’s now so you have to be they for them. And responisble to. Alot of people are finding it hard to find work. Just got to be more resourceful.
They are all way’s job’s out there. Ok shit but a job is a job. If you end you. I say your doing the essy way out. Run out on your kid’s to. I think you need to talk with a councillor pick up the phone and call the samaritans.
my first born we were married…my second i was on bc and we used a condom the condom broke…guess he was meant to be…i have gone through everything i can think of to find a job i even as a mom go pick through peoples trash to find metal to sell to pay the rent so its not like im too good to get a job…i just am at a loss of wat to do…noone is there for me not even to talk to…i have called a sucide hotline before they dont really help hearing i wish i knew you and ur situation better does nothing for how my feelings are.
You have kids. Life may suck for you but you brought kids into this world so take care of them. They didn’t ask for this you did. Don’t be selfish take the bull by its horns and figure this shit out. You owe that to your kids. There’s always help out there if you look for it. Now pick yourself up and face your life. Take back control, you can do it!
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they r the only thing that makes me want to live i just sometimes feel they deserve better than wat i am…
i kno that if it wasnt for them i wouldnt be here i have tryed a few times to end it bfore they were born
Your here for a reason, you just have to keep going. I mean aren’t you interested in what is gonna happen next in your life? Life is an adventure, make it interesting. 🙂
you are not your past. also, you are the only christmas present these kids truly need. the love of a child is about as pure as it gets – hold onto that with everything you have and live for your kids.