Well we had a large family fight this year, this time I have vowed to never speak to my mother again, as well as one of my brothers. We’re all grown adults but mum cant let her divorce go, 15 years on. After being labelled a ‘traitor’ and ‘disloyal’ for visiting my fathers side of the family, I exploded. This happened last year too, only then we walked in happily only to have her blast me and my wife for having the ‘nerve’ to visit them. Well we promised if she does anything this year, thats it, no more. She did, big fight, my wife drove us home while drunk (i dont agree with this but i was very drunk and didnt argue sadly, although why mum or anyone else that was sober let her get in a car infuriates me even more). We also had our kids with us which scares me even more.
So never again is she allowed to see them, I will not contact her nor accept any communication, along with one of my brothers whos head is so far up her arse i dont know where he starts and she ends. The others just sat their either doing nothing or telling me to ‘keep the peace’. Well fuck that and fuck them all, I always hate this time of year and despite the fact Im glad I will never put up with her shit again I want to jump from the balcony. I feel terrible and lonely, but at the same time, glad the false fucking c words are no longer going to make me feel like shit because of who I choose to associate with.
I hope she dies first so I can not attend her funeral out of spite. I know this all sounds incredibly immature (im 30) but its exactly what Im feeling right now.
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Hey. Sorry to hear that your Christmas dinner didn’t go so well. Family get togethers can be rough. But please don’t jump off the balcony. Your wife and children need you. Also, I’m glad that your wife drove your family home, but many people are killed by drunk driving every year, especially around the holidays.