I’m sixteen years old. I’m suppose to have this life that is exciting. But how can I with both of my parents act like my age and me acting like there age(39-42). I cut for some good reasons. To let my stress go away. I will always have the physical pain then always have the heart and mental pain. People think cutting is bad, yes in some ways it is but they will never understand until they see what its like.
My life is kinda messed up. My dad is remarried and will never understand how to take his life slow with me. I don’t wanna sleep over his house I dont like his new life or family. He just doesn’t get me, I want him to slow his life for me but I know he cant I understand but I want my old life back.
My mom, God! She can be so hypercritical sometimes. She makes fun of stuff that she knows I hate. She jokes about my dad’s new wife being my mom and she doesnt like it when i go to my dad’s house. She grumpy when i come home because I know she doesnt like it when I go there but she just wont admit it. Yes she is a great mom but sometimes she just drives me crazy.
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Your so young still. You have time to make the life you want. Focus on school and the future. Its not easy to think about the future when your going through hell right now. What you are going through right now does matter. What you do now will affect the rest of your life. A life that could be great and full of happiness.
I try to enjoy life but I cant. I have school soccer and I take care of my little sister. I’m like a mom to my sister most of the time. My dad calls me names and when I fight with my mom she sometimes hits me. And at school I don’t have friends, the only time I do is when they need to talk about there fucked up life but they do t know what a fucked up life is.