This illness is killing me.
I’m just crying on my be.
Ive tried all cures and treatments.
I did my research.
I’m trapped because there is no answer.
While every other fucking person is having fun.
God this hurts sooo much!!!!
And i cant even suicide.
I’m just fucking trapped and it hurts so much you have no idea…
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calm down..tell me whats going on dear?
Dunno y i posted this because nothing will even change.
But this feeeling omfg !!!!! So sadddddd
i know how that feels 🙁 i constantly feel hopeless. and sad..and i cant describe it.
What do you do?
How do you not remind yourself of reality??
Charli i texted ;(
reality.. ha i stopped even caring about reality dear. its all a blurr..
@attheend- i cant text right now 🙁 my ipods taken away…
*forever alone*
i wont be alive much longer attheend..once i get a rope, im hanging myself.
My god sometimes i laugh going is this actually real?
So many successful suicide attempts… Why cant i??
So soft yet in so much pain that death would save me.
Why you leave me charli? Why? You said you wanted to talk and stuff and now you’re gonna leave? (╯°□°）╯︵ â”»â”â”»
oh you sound so much like me darling..which is so very sad. seeing as im on the road to death.
everyone else seems to get their suicide right but me, and im left thinking..what about me? take me with you..
(╯°□°）╯︵ â”»â”â”»
atthe end.. suicide is inevitable. i just need to go.
Also side note helpmeplease forgive me for being a little punk and hijacking your post cuz i wanted to talk to charli :/
Ive tried hanging.
Still here.
Why the fuck do i even wake up yu no
Why am i even talking!!!!!!
God its like ill do anything for attention even strangers
Same shit for 15 years and I’m only 18 yyyy
Np bro idc
AtTheEnd im just some girl, just some name. just one of 7 billion.
im nothing. everyone will forget. soon enough.
Whatever. Everyone says they will stay and talk to me but no one has ever kept their word. People wonder why I have no faith in humanity….they should shut the fuck up and look at how they never keep their word. See you on the other side~
Wont lie but its very true what yu said
well youre only a year older then myself.
we have alot in common.
i know how it is, why the hell are we waking up each morning for another horrible day.
why cant we just die already.
i wish i had the answers.
but i have none.
you cant off yourself as well! that isnt fair.
dont play that card.
I better hang myself PROPERLY over this break i just havto do it before school
i want to do the same thing dear.. during the break. it will happen. it will be fool proof. and this time, ill die.
*enters conversation*
@just too late. that made me smile
Holy shit tge pain my heart is beating so quick i hope i die now from panic atk or someshit
Lol i dont join convos much so i didnt know how else to so it xD
i hope you dont.
if you died, id miss you already.
ive never had a panic attack..i wonder how they feel
How desperate i am hoping dec21 is real
eh it was a clever way bro. hahaha <3 your night going okay?
where do you live helpmeplease?
But u said u wanted to die??
I’m not anything to u
I fken hate liars btw.…
Montreal
Lol u wuld miss me fken pathetic
hey now. who says im lying?
ive met you, we have alot in common with depression and such.
if you were to die tomorrow and never come back, its safe for me to say that i would miss you. i never said i cared. only that i would miss seeing you around.
yes i want to die..we all do.
im just a hypocrite and i dont want others to die.
i have no idea where that is.
Normal night…
How are you doing?
You too helpmeplease
*Also enters conversation* To let you know Charlie, I’d miss you, ya know, when the I first thought you were gone I made a post called “I miss you”, and guess who it was about? (Obviously I removed it when I found you were alive, as it was kind of pointless keeping it). I’d still miss you.
dont irritate me.
id miss you too if you were gone craig..
people never make posts about me >.< only to yell at me for blocking comments. again great way to enter a convo haha you guys make me laugh.
@just too late- its a normal night..though im a bit more depressed then usual.
Crying sad hopeless and trapped.
My head hurts everytime because I’m thinking too hard for the answers
Doctors r stupid they can grow babies in tetubes but they cnt fix me
Woah vacated! You used my entrance! </3
ya know, i want to help you helpmeplease, but calling what i said pathetic. ya i get youre upset, im only trying to help. understand? dont push the people away who only want to help you. in the end youll end up alone.
Why more depressed?
Ps this is confusing tryin to follow whats being said to who…
Helpmeplz
Call me letmehelpyouplz
So let me help you plz
Sorry charlie i swear the pain makes me angry
Sorry !!
@just to late. yeah i know im sorry ha. its complicated thread. isnt it?
things are only getting worse. but tel me about you? why are you here dear?
No what’s fuked up?
Thinking abt suuicide gives me this sliiiight relief
sorry charlie.. lol that makes me laugh every time.
well im here help me please.
i understand pain makes one edgy.. i know all too well how that is >.<
On this site? In general? Or now or this thread orrrr…?
that isnt fucked up. not at all.
dying will lift all those burdens, the pain will be gone.
itd be odd if a person didnt feel relief for thinking about offing themselves..
@just too late. i guess i mean on this site.. and in general.
Good to know someone feels this too.
Also worst to no that we both cant do anything
Things that happened to me caused me to have problems that have brought me here… If that makes sense to ya
@justtoolate Of course I used your entrance, it was just so damn good. If anyone asks about who made it, I won’t take credit, ok? Haha.
@charliemarbles24 I may have even made two posts about you back then, I can’t remember too well. :/ who moaned at you for blocking comments, I didn’t did I?
well dear, we could find our relief. suicide is always another option. even if people tell you it isnt, it is. what the fuck else would it be. people are stupid.
You CAN do something helpmeplease.
When i hang myself my hand has acess to lift me off is that ok? Its parrtial susp
craig- ill have to search for those. im so oblivious about things like that.
it was some new chick. i told her off. it pissed me off
@just too late- that makes perfect sense.
Uh no I’m not going to lie to myself.
you dont want any suspension. your bodies first reflex will be to use that to save yourself. our body fights our mind.
Aaaaaaaa I’m wasting time schools coming guffjgfjvxtb
are you going to do it tonight..?
I wish i could just cry to someone over the fone or something sounds lame ino
I’m starting preparations tommorrow then i wait till no ones home n i just gotta fken man up n do it no matter what just remember ALL the pain n all those times
you could cry to me, and i could tell you lame jokes, and how i felt about the charlie the unicorn video i watched today. im here. i dont have a phone but i do have skype?
that isnt lame. i wish the very same thing.
Helpmeplease i haz idea.
For seriousness: call suicide hotline and cry and stuff
For fun: call random number and cry and stuff
😀
you make me want to pick you up and put you in my pocket. that way i could keep you safe. hmm.
i have weird thoughts.
If yu no of a easier n painless method please do share
you could be a jumper. heart stops after 50. you pass out. usually die on impact.
Tell someone and tgey will lock you up.
Simple.
from experience never tell anyone.. youll be put in a mental hospital >.<
Thats to scary ive lookd up alot of it its even believed that you die before your nerve reflexes can travel and also your eyes cant follow the speed and would die in the air never knowing u hit the ground
Yet I’m scared smh
Havent told a single person its that much more painful
*Leaves conversation*
were humans of course were going to be scared of jumping off a bridge.
hanging would be best. its my next bet. ive tried helium hood, slitting my wrists, over doing..bashing my head against a wall. yep. as you can see im still here. i need my neck broken
i dont vent to people in real life, because well they all think im happy and ‘perfect’ and iwouldnt want to burden them. and depress them. its just always best if i keep it to myself..
My god there was this one person i loved so much n i just ignored her and she tried n tried but i ignored her !!!
I would still do it yet all i think abt is her i love her sooo much n she has no clie aaaaaaa
Lol were so similiar bbut i dont cut because i don’t really understand it.
One of my female friends was a cutter it made me sad
Not like i talk to anyone anymorw
@charliemarbles24 sorry, I’m crap at replying this morning. Err, I think I may have deleted the posts, I’m not sure, but I probably did since you came back from the dead haha! Good; I hope you told her off once for me too!
@helpmeplease1234567 (how many numbers?!? Haha) don’t go so soon, I don’t even know you yet. Sorry if I haven’t seen your posts, I haven’t been on too much lately, but are you sure you want to do this?
did she kill herself?
i actually fell fer a girl in the chatroom on this (weird i know)
she has no clue. of course people always talk outside of the chatroom, skype and shit.
well damn craig haha i wanted to read them
its really late here..12am..im also shit at replying but somehow im managing it.
Yyr a les? I no a les to shes funnyy yu no i don’t mind gay ppl at all.
Yes om sure have never been so sure
Yes im a lesbian. ohmygosh we have that in common, i dontmind gay people either haha
No duh, yiu should listen to frank ocean
Dammit i just keep reminding myself
Yeah, I know, I hardly ever see you in the mornings. Try having to access this site via a proxy because apparently you need to be 18 to feel suicidal (fucking Internet provider) and in a place with no bloody signal! D: I may still have a copy somewhere else, I’ll look around in a bit. Watch this space!
God I’m such a losr talking on this don’t mean to offend but hey were all losers rite?
i do listen to frank ocean dear. ha what do you keep reminding yourself of?
yeah i consider myself a loser for talking to people on the internet, but its better then talkng to my fake friends.
Charlie what r u hanging from
Well, good luck helpmeplease, if that’s what you want. Going back to jumping, water is probably best, if you don’t die on impact with the water (yes it happens) then you’ll probably be unable to swim, if you catch my drift.
a tree. im going to make my noose. climb a tree and jump. by have two nooses on to ensure foolproof method. my neck wil snap instantly.
Too scared to jump, and good luck charlie i rlly mean it.
May i ask y ur like dis?
wayy too many reasons to type…i hate my life. my personality is shit. i hate how i look. people disagree with me, but no matter what im so insecure ill always feel ugly.
my life is terrible always has been..how about yourself?
i dont even know your gender.
Male and lets just say looks if i say too much ill b to easily identified (sadly )
what do you mean? are you really someone whos using a different user name?
I bet your cute just move goto a new school being cool is so easy. When girls say there ugly it often not true. Especially when they say there fat lool.
No i mean i already said I’m from montreal if i say my condition ppl in real life may find out
Amazing i tried to help somone even tho I’m become so selfish
I’m gonna try to sleep now
Tnx for the chat but its very late here
Goodnight n goodlyck i probably wont b back