I sit here, in my bed..
Starring at that bottle of pills.
Theres so many..
I’m tempted.. Theres a blade in my drawer.. I just want to let it seep it..
I remember what all that feels like, the feeling of no longer having to worry.. Because your slowly fading away. Dying little by little..
Its painful, but its amazing, because its all you think about.. Its all you ever want to do..
Death, now that doesn’t sound so bad.. I’m not giving up.. I swear, i just want a break.. See you on the other side. And remember that i Love you.