so many things have led up to my suicide. Â i’m in the middle of a bad bankruptcy, i’m having insurance issues with my friend who is driving my car, my bipolar condition is out of control. Â i don’t know what to do. Â i could go to jail for bankruptcy fraud, i could be sued by my friend driving my car for breach of contract or insurance fraud, and each day my condition is getting worse.
i pray for an end to it all. Â will the gun do the job? Â will it ensure lethality or will i wake up in a hospital bed a vegetable?
i want all of this anxiety, worry, and pain to end.
i need help desperately and don’t know how to handle anything anymore.
now, it’s time to pick a date. Â a calm day where i lay down in the grass, call 911, then pull the trigger.
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Just stay. Don’t pull the trigger, don’t pick any dates. Or pick as far away date as you can and then still reconcider it all. Ending your life is not the solution.
what is the solution then? if my bankruptcy is fraudulent i go to fed prison. if my friend tries to sue me over my insurance thing or the car i could be in a civil suit and face jail time. my bipolar condition is savagely out of control. pulling the trigger seems the only way out.
The Sun always rises, the clouds always pass.
There is always multiple exits to the problem, I’m just saying you shouldn’t choose the one that ends it all.
You don’t know still whether or not you are going to prison. You don’t know if your friend will sue you. You don’t know if your bipolar condition stays out of control. So don’t play the IF-game.
Because maybe you won’t fo to jail, your friend won’t sue you and everything will be better.
So try to think about your situation without the if word.
And how long would you be in prison? Is it life-time? And can you get your bipolar condition better for example by I don’t know by medication…
Life is an adventure…it’s only life . You’ll die one day, just let nature take its course and live for today…in the now.
Why pull the trigger when none of these things have happened yet? atleast wait and see before you do anything.