This is my pain.

I thought it would all be better by now. But it’s not.
I thought things would change. But now I’m afraid they never will.
I’m alone and I think its ment to be this way. So I can disappear and no one will miss me.
I dont wan’t anyone anymore. I used to be afraid of being alone and feeling numb.
But it’s ment to be.
Just a little deeper and I’m finally gone.