This is the End, my only friend, the end.

hello everyone

I am tired to confront

1. the increasing stupidness and absurdity of modern society
2. the psychological violence which has torn my family apart, therefore my life
3. social inequality between human beings
4. others, I’ve had enough with pretending to be someone I’m not
5. distance, the fact that the love of my life lives on the other side of the world
6. constant frustration, depression, sadness and knowing I can’t do anything about it
7. the lack of understandment of people I talk to
8. myself, I wish I could be someone else

I wonder who I am, if my existence has a meaning, if life is worth the fight

I wonder why everything seems so shallow except the past

then I realize I am nothing, that nothing really matters and that nobody cares

I am just a shadow lost in the streets of a broken world, a shadow you probably see from time to time but that you’ll never follow.

“we’re just lost souls swimming in a fish-bowl, year after year

running over the same old ground,

what have you found? the same old fears.”