I suppose my story is still waiting to happen. I’m a cutter, I’ve felt suicidal for so long now, but I’ve always been too weak to do ‘enough’ to finish the job. I’ve tried twice, I woke up both times. I don’t really know why I can’t bring myself to do it. I feel to alone, so worthless, so useless, so fucked up I don’t know why I’m here anymore. I’ve been going thorough this alone for 5 years, I’ve tried confiding and trusting others to help, but I just end up with a knife in my back. My own mother called me messed-up when she caught a glimpse of my scars.
I don’t feel like anyone would miss me if I just disappeared, I don’t feel loved, I don’t feel like my life is worth anything anymore. No one to live for, no one to stop me.
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I have Facebook so if you want, contact me. Because Im always listening and trying to help.
Noone gets left behind or forgotten. <3
well thats where you need to come in n say hey .. thereis someone to live for, myself. the only person that can stop you is yourself. you dont need anyone else but yourself, thats what I’ve learned. have you gotten profesional help? they can guide you through this as long as YOU are open to it. and I do think youre worthy of a person. take care. if you ever need someone to talk to you can email me @ jazminbaltierra@yahoo.com or add me on fb under the name on my email