ive made many attempts and been hospitilaized many times and havent gotten better. i know i will succeed one day  but i still wonder what happens after you die, especially if you’ve ended it yourself. I’m a little worried. Not that I think I’ll go to hell because I believe everybody goes to heaven. Actually I think living on earth is hell, but I’ve read some accounts of near death experiences and some people have said they were waiting for what seemed like eternity. i don’t think this will stop me from doing it but I still wonder.
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I love this topic, maybe because I long for sweat death myself and the after life . I think we still go to that beautiful place where love never dies. I can’t wait to go to heaven myself. That might sound a little crazy, but I am on a suicide website. The afterlife is a place where all our hurt goes away and we are loved like we’ve never been loved before.
If you succeed in killing yourself… No matter if it seems like no one cares… When your gone you hurt so many people. You should read my recent one. I’ve tried to commit suicide since I was about 5 only because I felt left out of my family like if they hated me. I’m 13 but experienced lol. But try not to give up.
Im an atheist im fucked no matter what
I’d like to leave it as a state where we can all but wonder. Everything is possible, so believe what you want. Or what you can; my mind refuses to believe anything other than the fact that nothing will happen.