Everything wrong with me:
– Mental.. been diagnosed with major depression.
– Currently in therapy for self-harm, and suicidal tendency.
– Terrible relationship with my mum.. my dad could also care less about me.
– Parents are divorced, i feel its because of me.
– Being haunted everyday with the memory of  abuse and rape.
– Always alone, i have no one to talk to.
– My friends drag me down into more problems then i already have.
– Drugs
– Been suspended three times.
– Cursed with poor decision and judgement making skills.
– Attempted suicide three times, each time i’ve been put in a mental hospital.
– More i do not want to state.
i posted this because.. i dont know.. i guess im trying not to have another breakdown.
5 comments
Thank you for posting. Takes courage and certainly shows you are proactive in reaching out to avoid breaking down. Good new is that you do not have to endure another one. Keep writing. Sounds like you are experiencing turbulent up and downs. No wonder you feel terrible. Hard to break that cycle. But you are trying. Its a start
It helps writing about it here on this website. We can all relate in some way. Your not alone.
It helps writing about it here on this website. We can all relate in some way. Your not alone.
It always feels beter when talk about things dont focus on the negitive you will make it
It could always be worse
yeah, you all are right. thanks