Don’t. I don’t know how you are feeling, it’s true. But what I do know is that things can always get better, trust me. Stay strong. Whatever the reason, prove that reason wrong. That you can be better than what it expects you to do. Think about yourself in a year, think about what you won’t to do in life I you go, think of what you haven’t done, and what you want to do. Just hold out. I know you can.