8 times a charm

Your not a cat, you don’t have 9 lives. Eventually your attempts will work. Only takes one, right? Do you really want to? Posting on here says you don’t. I’m not judging, far from it actually, but someone doesn’t want you to leave if you’ve tried that many times.
When my mother was pregnant, she went to a family friend who claimed he could tell fortunes, in a sense. He told my mother that she was pregnant, before she knew she was, and that she would finally have a girl who had dark brown hair and that girl would have a guardian angel with her throughout her life. Sure enough, my mother was pregnant, and she had me, a girl with dark brown hair. And sure enough I’ve been in so many car accidents where I should have died. I’ve been in horrible situations where I’m lucky to have walked away without a bullet in my head or being sent to prison. I should have died from the amount of pills I use to take in a given day or the drugs I shoved up my nose….and yet, I didn’t. All these little things kept happening,small, insignificant things (I thought) at the time I paid no mind too. But, now, I see I was being proteted. Was it a guardian angel? I don’t know. I couldn’t check a religion box on a form if I was asked because I don’t have one, so this isn’t a reigious rant. Look around, look beyond and maybe you’ll see the little signs that your not suppose to go right now.