Alone is what i feel.no one knkws ive been feeling this way.i want to cut myself sometimes too.but being who i am im scarred. maybe ill go too deep and just bleed to death. but music is my only escape.ed sheeran.little mix.one direction.ya go ahead judge me because i like one direction but their the main reason im still here…..on earth.ya i know other people have bigger problems.and i dont even know what started these emotions.maybe the fact that im ugly,fat,and worthless.maybe its because im constantly compared to other people.”why cant you be like her” “why arent your grades as good as hers” all these things i hear about everyday.and im just afaid of what people think if me.what if my friends dont really like me and just dont have the guts to say it to my face? i give so much to my friends and i dont even know if they really like me.my “friends” talk behind my back and i know it.and not even behind my back like right infront of me.they look at me and whisper things to each other and
laugh.its so obvious its about me.and i know NO ONE cares about me. who
wakes up with red puffy eyes for no reason? someone would ask! right? guess not…
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Im guessing youre a girl? correct me if im wrong. honey; i might not like the same music as you, but believe me. just because someone has worse problems than you doesnt make you less important. I have one friend. Literally one friend. I get snidy comments everyday about the way i look, the music i listen to and the fact that people know i cut myself. Just because people talk about you, or dont like you shouldnt upset you. be you, do what makes you happy. life isnt about worrying about others. Im a people pleser, i like to make them happy before thinking about myself, but im kind of growing out of that now because everytime i help someone, they hurt me. Now, i know you think noone cares about you, i feel that way everyday, but if you look close enough, youll find at least someone, at least one persn who truly cares… but look real close because it normally turns out to be the poeple we least expect it to be.