Someone said diesel is better than regular exhaust. I’m not sure how to get that option. I have no family, i loved my husband so much, but I held his hand and watched him die. I fought to bring him home. I tried to move on the way he asked me, but every other man hurts me. This is it; no one else will ever care. I had hope, but I get it now, it’s over. Tell me about deisel. Dave, I want to be with you.
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I know exactly how you feel. I had to watch my lover die also. I know how much it hurts…
I don’t really know what to say to you, I know nothing ever consoled me.
I’m not going to say you should kill yourself… but, because I’m going to commit suicide, I won’t be a hypocrite and tell you not to. I only hope that whichever decision you make, you can be happy again. I hope you get to be with your Dave again.
Good luck, whatever you choose to do.
If you choose to go… I guess I might see you on the other side.
-IcelandicWolfie
It’s despair. I really dont want to stick around, cant see anything good coming my way as I miss him so bad. I know we should be always open to life, to let things in but do i really want that? Do I really want to feel less than half empty for the rest of my days?
I’m sorry to feel so down but I really dont want to stay for him, without him, I dont want to stay in half, and as you said knowing that nothing will ever consol me. I want to be with him, not here.
So good luck to both in whichever you chose your path will be.
Please don’t suffocate yourself Margaret with exhaust fumes. I don’t think your husband would want you to end your life like that. You have to be strong.