I feel that I am a waste of space, I don’t fit in with everyone else around me. I feel that I don’t deserve to be alive. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. I’m sure nobody would notice that I’m gone.
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How old are you Sarie113 , i feel the same way you do. i’m male 29 yrs and i live in south africa.
I’m 13, female.
Well first of all never think that because god made you for a reason and he made everyone the way they are dont listen to what other kids say because its not worth hurting yourself over trust I hurt myself over a guy that only wanted sex it was horrible. I feel liken this alot too but i learned to face imy problems and show them you dont care. ! Thats what i did . and i met alot of people in the same situation and now i have friends but i never trust or rely on anyone anymore. Just dont hurt your self . Its not worth it. Im here if you need to talk
Thank you so much. I’m just really sick of being picked on, so I’ve been homeschooled because of bullying. I have to go back to school next week.I’m trying not to let what they say get to me. Because of all those people getting to me , I’m smoking cigarettes and weed,I can’t stop now
Hey sarie113,youre way too young to be thinking about suicide i.m.o,I am 36 y.o and there’s still allot in life you have yet to experience to be talking that way(your first car,college e.t.c) I was in your place once and when you are that young,you dont have the mindset to handle “situations” any minor problem seems like the end of the world.I look back when i was 15 when i attempted suicide and i cant believe i tried to do it over a stupid “situation”.My problems back then pale in comparison to some of the things i went through as an adult.People can be evil and they get satifaction out of seeing you miserable.Dont give them that satisfaction.Dont let “them” win.And please stop smoking it’s not good for you.
Hey BIGRICH, thanks so much for commenting. But, I don’t feel that I am too young for suicidal thoughts, considering that I have been through a lot of shit. My dad doesn’t talk to me , he left me and had a kid with some woman I can’t stand, he doesn’t talk to me. I’m bullied at school. They call me anorexic, whore, *****, and other names like that. I used to get beat up everyday at school. They don’t beat me up now, because they’ve figured out that their words hurt me worse than them beating me up.
I’m 20 and almost every night I wish I wouldn’t wake up, I smoke weed, it’s legal for recreational use in colorado and washington so I don’t see anything wrong with that. It helps me with my depression. But you’re only 13, I don’t want to endorse violence but if someone is giving you a hard time after you have asked them to stop, put a stop to it yourself. Give them right hook to the jaw, it will help relieve stress and send the message of “Don’t fuck with me.” I’m sure I’m gonna get some hate for this and it probably won’t even get past the admins, but just thought I would throw in my opinion.
Haha, thanks Luke_R! I always think to those people that bully me, “I want to punch the hell out ta him/her!” But you know, I don’t have the guts to do it. I already got suspended for standing up for myself, i called a girl who picked on me a ***** and I told her to wear more clothes because I can see to much skin.. I’m scared to say or do anything, I Dont want to get into trouble.