Right now I just really want to end it all…there’s nothing more to say, it’s just how I feel. I really wish that right now I could just get far far away from everyone and everything.
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I am not afraid to die nor do i feel pain i just am numb from countless events all the scars external and internal im just ready to make one final scar to end my life no warning to anyone just gone
I wish that neither of us felt the need to want to end our life 🙁
You and I both wish for the same thing, but you know what I’ve learned? I’ve learned that you don’t need to have “friends” or become unnecessarily close with others to go far in life. I know that you probably won’t take my advice or even care about what anyone says, but please don’t kill yourself 🙁 I myself went through the same pain you did 2 days ago, and I truly believed that I was going to end my life. I know you’re stronger than that. I’m 100% sure that you will be able to get through this and that things will get better 🙂 I’m always here to help or to talk if you ever feel alone. Loneliness is the worst feeling anybody can go through.
Thank you for this comment it made me feel slightly optimistic 🙂
I know how you feel,I suppose most people on this site do or we woudn’t be on it..
I tried,again,in between x-mas and new year. I drank close to a whole bottle of vodka,about 50valium,injected a couple of gram of heroine(I’ve been an addict for 15 odd year) and took 15 trazadone,those were the ones I thought would finish me off,but I hadn’t done my research properly and found out later I had took less than the lethal dose,
The next day a couldn’t move,I was sick over and over again (in my bed as I couldn’t physically get out it),unfortunately still alive..
As I am an addict,I dont get taken serious,I just get fobbed off and put on methadone or some other government poison I dont want as it is hellish to come off.
Today,tomorrow,yesterday,next week,I just want to die.
I am sick of fighting,I sleep most of the day and night as its the closest I can get to death.
Not being here.
I feel exactly how you feel,maybe it will get better? Sorry,I didn’t mean to start rambling on about myself,just remember you’re not alone,and there are plenty of people that understand..
I really hope tomorrow will be a better day for you,if not tomorrow,I’m sincerely hoping some day these feelings will pass and we’ll survive.. And maybe even experience happinesss some day?
All the best to you,ur in my thoughts 🙂
Thank you so much, this was helpful and interesting to see what it’s like for someone else. Yeah I hope there are better days to come!:)