This last year i have felt so much more alive, i finally felt that i had escaped the hell i was living in, the hatred and the desire for the end. But now here it is again, popping up every now and again. No matter what i do i can never escape it, it is always there in the back of my mind. Why not just do it. I am so afraid that i will never be able to escape this….maybe this is who i really am and I’m just fighting the inevitable. Should i just let it come out, and finish what i started.
Let it all just die.
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edi,
Do you know that exercising helps against depression – it’s a scientific fact. Try it. It’ll take time, but it’ll be worth it in the end. 🙂
I shall start trying that right away, whatever has a chance to help.
Thank you
edi,
You are welcome! And if you ever need any more help or advice, then email me 🙂