Loser

I’m such a loser and a nobody outside of school I don’t do much but stay in my room surfing the internet or sleeping. I’ve had a lot of anxiety recently which is making it hard to do school work, whenever I see a project I just feel like “what’s the point?” or “I’ll never finish in time” and after having a conversation with some people I feel so negative in fact I feel like nobody cares that I’m posting this right now (no pun intended).  I joined this site in hopes of trying to get better because I don’t really come to people about my problems (I haven’t really told anyone about my depression) and I guess I was looking for someone to understand me but I guess I should stand on my own two feet because nobody’s just going to come and save you I feel like I’ve become so dependent on this site .. I feel like a loser. Maybe I’ll post later today but not right now.