My Name Is Cassandra And I’m 15 Years Old. I Sit Alone On My Bed, Looking At My Ceiling Everyday. Thinking To Myself That I’m Worthless And This Could, It Should Be The End For Me. I’m Picked On In High School And Usually I Just Can’t Take It Anymore. I Grab Blades, Knives, Whatever Is Sharp And Start To Cut My Wrists. Watching The Little Blood Coming From My Wrists. Being To Afraid To Go Deeper, To End My Life. I Think About Suicide All The Time. Maybe This Is It, Was What I Was Thinking. Maybe I Should Just End It Here! On One Side I Want To Kill Myself So Fucking Bad. I Mean, WHAT AM I WAITING FOR? Do I Really Know Things Are Gonna Get Better? No, I Honestly Don’t. people Keep Telling Me This But They’re Just A Hand Full Of Lies Coming At Me One At A Time. This Is The End. Maybe The People That Have Been Hurting Me, Get To Hurt The Way I Hurt Now. Maybe I Should Just Go To My School And Shoot Myself In font Of My Haters. Maybe I Should Just End It All. Just Maybe..
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Hi Cassandra. I’m so sorry to hear that people are bullying you, but you need to tell your teachers and vice principal so that they can help you. I’m a teacher and we try to help prevent bullying in schools, but it still happens. Please try not to harm yourself. Please don’t kill yourself. You need to get help before it’s too late.
I Tell My Teachers Constantly! They Tell Me They Can’t Do Anything Unless They See It. Looks Like They’re Innocent And I’m The Bad Person. Ending My Life Is The Only Chose I Have..
Then tell your vice principal. He or she will do something. Your teachers and vice principals have to keep you safe from harm. It’s part of our jobs. You’re not a bad person. I’m sure you’re a good person.
It’s Never Gonna End, Unless I End It.
Please don’t hurt yourself Cassandra. 🙁
In cuestion of moments you could find someone who worths living for, it isn’t the point but is a good start… from the second you decide to survive -no matter the reason- everything might start to change.