..mommy…….?

Hello Rose,

This made me cry. 🙁 Hell I’m an old woman…and I still cry for my mommy when I am hurting bad. I didn’t have a relationship with my mother until I was quite old…like real old. She actually told me that she loved me for the first time…when I was 45. I told you I was old…haha

I read your last post as well. I hate to say it…but you are not alone here unfortunately. I really wish you hadn’t met Ana….I have a problem with EDs…I have the exact opposite problem actually.

It sucks that you had to grow up the way you did…but the older you get…the more control you will have…if you don’t manage to kill yourself or disable yourself in the meantime. How would I know? I have attempted 9X myself…and I ain’t no cat. hahaha Is there no one you can confide in? Are you seeing a counsellor or therapist?

I attempted the first time before I was 4…so I am taking you quite seriously. I just want you to know…there is a better way…if you stick around long enough to find it.

I’m not your mom…but I am a MOM
Wanna talk?
Amakua