Needles

So someone I know is on a strict no-alchol diet, its been a few months and I thought things were gonna be different. I thought wrong. I found a vodka bottle under her bed, after I kicked one of my shoes under there.  I brought it up to her, she said that’s not for me. I said yeah its not. She tried to bargaining with me to keep quiet. I turned them away, I pitied her. Now I feel like cutting, I only use needles now. I was doing so well, I just can’t help but feel it’s the right thing to do. I want to scream, she promised.