Pain

Y can’t I stop crying. Y can’t I stop hurting. Thoughts of you flood my mind while his touch caresses your body. Always said I’d never feel this way for a girl. But look what you’ve done broken me down. You tell me it’s to build me up. You tell me it’s to make me stronger. But I don’t believe it. I tried I did but I can’t. I only want you. But I never had you. And now he does. You showed me this journey and I knew it’d be hard. But I never expected you’d make me do it alone. Now with no home nowhere to go I feel alone in a crowded room i feel lost in my own house. I’m alone nobody knows my struggle. And I can’t let them. So then when will the pain stop? When I make it stop.