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She’s happy. That’s all I ever wanted. She’s happy it’s all I ever needed. All she’s given. All she’s endured. It’s everything she deserves. I couldn’t do it and she swears I will… One day. One day. Someday. i have faith in myself. But… It’s not that simple now that he’s here now that someone is taking her all days now that someone has her hand making his way to her heart. Slowly steadily he walks a trail that I worked hard to pave just for me. Walking through doors I bled to open and walls I cried and sacrificed to tear down. Building a new home for her heart. And all the while I’m left alone in the dark like a stray dog…  So I grab the matches and I grab the kerosene. Hate in my heart and rage in my eyes. Ill burn them to the ground. Waiting and watching making sure no one survives. How could I do it what have I done so many lives gone for one. I don’t care. Ill set fire to the air. Then when I’ve had my fun ill put just one bullet into that gun. Left out on my own…. Ill have a staring contest with that barrel. When it’s over I bet my mind will be blown….