Okay.. So
A while ago, i felt like my life was too boring… By bf and i had lots of fights (he has serve anger problems), i had to focus on school, i didn’t really do anything with my life…
After a big fight, my bf and i broke up. We didn’t talk about it nether. Â I didn’t know what i was going to do..
I became really sick, fainted a lot, and stayed at home a couple of days.
And now, to show how incredibly stupid i am, i’m going to tell you what i did yesterday..
I got drunk, had ”sex” with my bestfried (a girl), then i called a guy i met last week, who is virgin, and almost had sex with him before i got really sick and had to run into my bathroom..
They both went home, and i tried to call my ex.. but he was angry because i got drunk (i’m 14 so…) , and he don’t want to talk to me…
I’m just crying and crying and crying… I’m such a slut..
Never gonna drink again..
Or…. Maybe i can use it to get an end of this..
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Read this: http://www.liesyoungwomenbelieve.com/index.php?id=1938 i know you may not want to hear about it but just do it for me… You may have awakened love before time but you can change that. Please dont close your eyes to this, because God will always be the only one that can help you.. No matter how hard you try or how deep you go, you will never be filled untill you seek the Lord and have him fill your heart.. Please give it a try and i bet you wont regret it if you try from the bottom of your heart.. He can forgive you, just seek him..
Ill be here if you need to talk about anything… Stay strong.