I feel so bad.. All I want to do is help people that I never take care of me. And it’s finally caught back up with me. And I feel so selfish for thinking of me.. I’m not supposed to think of me. I’m supposed to out others first..
I guess we don’t have any purpose, any of us. We make a purpose for ourselves, and other people expect us to perform certain duties and we call that purpose. But it’s okay to have no purpose. You don’t need one to be a good person. A purposeless person can do many great things. A purposeless person can save a life completely by accident. They can make people smile and feel hope completely unintentionally. A purpose isn’t necessary to life. And there is always the chance you do have a purpose but you don’t know it yet. For instance, I wanted to kill myself (on and off for 15 years) a few minutes ago and I came here to complain about how meaningless my life was etc. but I saw your post, which summed up what I was thinking, and I realized that by default that you just gave yourself a purpose, your post helped me immensely. I am okay for right now because I read what you wrote. That can be your purpose for a few minutes at least.
See? We found purpose together 🙂 A friends brother just died, he was supposed to be my roommate, it really freaked me out. I can’t say I’m glad I came here, but I kind of am.
Thinking of yourself is necessary, don’t neglect yourself, keep doing what you do and consider yourself sometimes too, we all matter. Except AtTheEnd, he’s well…he’s a special case, there’s a special spot for people like that int he underworld c:
And in the grand scheme of the universe, we’re just energy stuck in these bodies, observing this moment. It could be that our purpose is literally just to take up space, lol.
Ahahaha that person is right, just a speck of energy in the grand scheme. lol or it’s one of those moments where we’re a figment of someones imagination, or a program, or the memory of someone or something….like that of a star whose light reaches us millions of light years away after it has already exploded
A professor of mine once said we are insignificant dusts in the universe. If you think about it, he was right. The universe is endless and to the universe, we are all really dusts, or not even that. Having a purpose or having none, I’m not even sure if it matters. We’ll just continue to live, or die in the end. I guess all that matters is what we think matters. It’s as if we are so insignificant it doesn’t matter to the universe what we do, so we can be whatever we want, whether we live our very short existence without a purpose or with one wouldn’t change anything in the universe….oh that sort of depresses me…
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I feel so bad.. All I want to do is help people that I never take care of me. And it’s finally caught back up with me. And I feel so selfish for thinking of me.. I’m not supposed to think of me. I’m supposed to out others first..
I guess we don’t have any purpose, any of us. We make a purpose for ourselves, and other people expect us to perform certain duties and we call that purpose. But it’s okay to have no purpose. You don’t need one to be a good person. A purposeless person can do many great things. A purposeless person can save a life completely by accident. They can make people smile and feel hope completely unintentionally. A purpose isn’t necessary to life. And there is always the chance you do have a purpose but you don’t know it yet. For instance, I wanted to kill myself (on and off for 15 years) a few minutes ago and I came here to complain about how meaningless my life was etc. but I saw your post, which summed up what I was thinking, and I realized that by default that you just gave yourself a purpose, your post helped me immensely. I am okay for right now because I read what you wrote. That can be your purpose for a few minutes at least.
I helped you?? That makes me so happy. I’m glad I helped you.. And thank you also. You helped me too.
See? We found purpose together 🙂 A friends brother just died, he was supposed to be my roommate, it really freaked me out. I can’t say I’m glad I came here, but I kind of am.
What? Glad you came to this site? Sorry that confused me a bit.
Thinking of yourself is necessary, don’t neglect yourself, keep doing what you do and consider yourself sometimes too, we all matter. Except AtTheEnd, he’s well…he’s a special case, there’s a special spot for people like that int he underworld c:
Thank you guys.. You are too kind.. And no you matter. Like you just said, we all matter. We’re all special.
And in the grand scheme of the universe, we’re just energy stuck in these bodies, observing this moment. It could be that our purpose is literally just to take up space, lol.
Ahahaha that person is right, just a speck of energy in the grand scheme. lol or it’s one of those moments where we’re a figment of someones imagination, or a program, or the memory of someone or something….like that of a star whose light reaches us millions of light years away after it has already exploded
I’ve learned it’s almost impossible to properly love and care for others if you don’t first love and care for yourself…
Unfortunately, I’m still working on loving and caring for myself…
If I’m a star all my problems are solved. Lol. We’re all stars!! Yes. Jesus.
And blacklight915 it’ll be okay. I promise.
Ash don’t worry, despite how small we are in this existence, even we matter, jsut like the daily work matters to an ant or a worker bee.
A professor of mine once said we are insignificant dusts in the universe. If you think about it, he was right. The universe is endless and to the universe, we are all really dusts, or not even that. Having a purpose or having none, I’m not even sure if it matters. We’ll just continue to live, or die in the end. I guess all that matters is what we think matters. It’s as if we are so insignificant it doesn’t matter to the universe what we do, so we can be whatever we want, whether we live our very short existence without a purpose or with one wouldn’t change anything in the universe….oh that sort of depresses me…