Y’know whaat, fuck this, cancer IS the best thing that’s happy to me…or am I just in denial. meh whatever idc anymore if I survive, I survive, If I die, I die….maybe my mom is right…maybe I am actually something. Well anyways I have removal surgery again tomorrow. Well i gtg, cause it’s time for me to take a walk through the hospital.
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Hey dude, just tell them you are in allot of physical pain. And they will give you the most awesome anti-pain medication ever. Cannabis, Morphine, Fentanyl. Don’t tell them you want that stuff ofcourse. Just tell them you have lots of physical pain
If I had terminal cancer, I would be happy too, but I wouldn’t do chemo therapy since that only gives you more time to suffer painfully until you die. I would exxagerate all the pain I have, so I could get high and die with a smile on my face. 😀
It’s natural to feel out of sorts when going in to have cancer removed. As much as you talk about death, this is the first time it’s really been up close. Now you have to stare it in the eyes. Fortunately for you, you’re probably not in as much danger as you think. Caught early, cancer isn’t that horrible. The procedure will go fine, the doctors know what they are doing, and you can make a full recovery.
My mother has had breast cancer, and my cousin has had a testicle removed. Both are doing perfectly fine living lives as if nothing ever happened. You’ll be fine. I know it’s silly to say “don’t stress about it”, but don’t stress about it.
On a side note, I read your other post waiting4thelight, and you should delete the hell out of your Facebook account. Only a fool would willingly go back to a place where they are constantly abused. Teenagers were FAR better off before social media came out. Social media is literally a toxin to society that prevents people from having real relationships. Delete it. For your own good, delete your account. Keeping it up is just asking to be bullied.
xXwaiting4thelightXx,
i’m sorry buddy, i hope things go well, be strong!
SPENT LAST 28 YRS OF MY LIFE IN HOSPITALS (CAR ACCIDENT) 58 SURGERIES I HOPE YOURS GOES WELL.I HAVE MULTIPAL INFECTIONS IN A HIP REPLACEMENT THEY NOW WANT MY WHOLE LEG I HOPE THINGS GO WELL AND DON’T LINGER.
I lost someone to cancer that I loved very much… he went through a stage where he was just fine with it and said it was the best thing to happen to him. But what it really did… his statements hurt him the most, when he came crashing down, he just about killed himself because of all the lies he told himself. The most I could do was be there for him on the other side of the fucking world… on facebook…
I hope your surgery goes well hon. *hug*