Hey i really don’t know what to do anymore. For way to fucking long ive put up with my terrible life. Ive tried to kill myself twice, i got addicted to alchohol but now i dont even have that anymore because my parents locked it up. I dont even know whats wrong i have a pretty cushy lifestyle but i still hate it. I cant try to kill myself again because last time i tried a lot of people got in trouble and i dont want that to happen again. i dont have any friends, i used to have one who cared about me but she hates me now because of the last time i tried to step into traffic she got really mad at me and i feel really bad for upsetting her and i really dont deserve to be her friend anyway. Im a sophmore guy in highschool, and most people are out with their friends at restaurants and parties and stuff, but im just sitting around wishing i was dead. Im seeing a therapist and on medication, but none of its working and dying is the only thing i haven’t tried yet to make things better. Anyway i dont really expect you guys to read this thanks anyway.
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Hi, this is megan and im a sophmore in high school as well. Im doing a speech for my english class and im researching about suiside and depression to put in my speech. i red your post and its so sad to read this. someone will always be there for you. And i am here to talk. Never give up im greatly happy that you are still here and getting therapy. I was wondering if you could write back so i can help and understand why you are having a problem
no, please don’t give up. you may not realise it but people do care, and what’ll happen to them when you’re no more? i know you feel like its the only option left that will take away the pain, but the pain just passes on to the people who knew you. I’d love to be your friend im sure you’re a nice person. and it’s okay, im a teen but people around me mostly just seem so happy and you feel alone and depressed..but it’s not true, because many people feel the same way, they’re just better at hiding. please hold on, we’ve never spoken before but I’d card if you left.
*care
thanks, that actually makes me feel a bit better