im tiered of people action like i am nothing, treating me like nothing. i just want it to end like right now. all the shit needs to stop, and i can make that possible with the flick of a blade. but some say that i should stop, no one knows my pain but me!!! they need to quit their shit and leave me the hell alone before i fucking end them! all those that think they know me and add on to my pain by making me feel bad. the thing that kills me is when they compare me to my brother. I AM NOT MY BROTHER.
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Well. I do not know you or your brother. So, I am not comparing you two.
Sounds like you (like myself) are pretty depressed. I dont know why. That is up to you if you want to share it. I do not need to know why – I know that severe depression is enough of a battle so digging up old hurts sometimes is simply too much.
But you know as well as I that the blade does not heal “those” wounds. I am not going to tell you to not cut. I know sometimes it is the BEST CHOICE. Shrinks dont understand cutters. They do not know that cutting is the best choice sometimes (instead of us doing far worse). I do get it……
If you want to talk. Let me know and I will send you my email.
thank you, please i would like to talk about it
you can email me at freak@4mykidzz.com