You can make it out.

I have always viewed difference as a sign of intelligence, I’m a little different. I always have been. I’m a very attractive, well mannered, and educated individual. I’ve been taken for a homosexual throughout my life though Im very heterosexual, I have a fiancée. I’m successful in my constant trials as are most people, I’m getting my point I promise. I’ve always sensed there was a special quality that special people only possess. I believe that quality is thought… Most are devoid of original extensions of their own mind, the pure imagination that once guided us has been lost in our early years. I came to the conclusion at 12 years old that god was dead. This troubled my mother very much so, she is a preacher. It’s kind of funny the way things turn out. Anyways I was once the kid that everyone looked at in disgust for my unemotional demeanors. I was called cold, I was told I was weird for wearing skinny jeans and adorning all black. I’m not a goth or a mallcore kid. I just thought hey I like looking at girls in tight clothes it would make sense they like it too. I was a late bloomer and that probably contributed to a lot of the ridicule. Now I’m 20 years old and a model. I was made fun of for being trendy and using cosmetics to take care of my body. Now most of those kids are burnt from being in the desert sun while I live in a metropolitan city. I’m still very depressed but it’s for the intense dismay I feel towards those who were simply terrified of me as a kid. Now when I return home I’m flooded with phone calls and invites to various social functions. I still have to fight the urge to cut myself though it be very strong, I prevail. In short form, I’m saying fuck all those kids. I’m gorgeous now and it gets better. One day you can take all that terrible dark energy and reuse it. It’s all going to pass. I can’t say a lot about my future but. Listener-Wooden Heart. I have always viewed difference as a sign of intelligence, I’m a little different. I always have been. I’m a very attractive, well mannered, and educated individual. I’ve been taken for a homosexual throughout my life though Im very heterosexual, I have a fiancée. I’m successful in my constant trials as are most people, I’m getting my point I promise. I’ve always sensed there was a special quality that special people only possess. I believe that quality is thought… Most are devoid of original extensions of their own mind, the pure imagination that once guided us has been lost in our early years. I came to the conclusion at 12 years old that god was dead. This troubled my mother very much so, she is a preacher. It’s kind of funny the way things turn out. Anyways I was once the kid that everyone looked at in disgust for my unemotional demeanors. I was called cold, I was told I was weird for wearing skinny jeans and adorning all black. I’m not a goth or a mallcore kid. I just thought hey I like looking at girls in tight clothes it would make sense they like it too. I was a late bloomer and that probably contributed to a lot of the ridicule. Now I’m 20 years old and a model. I was made fun of for being trendy and using cosmetics to take care of my body. Now most of those kids are burnt from being in the desert sun while I live in a metropolitan city. I’m still very depressed but it’s for the intense dismay I feel towards those who were simply terrified of me as a kid. Now when I return home I’m flooded with phone calls and invites to various social functions. I still have to fight the urge to cut myself though it be very strong, I prevail. In short form, I’m saying fuck all those kids. I’m gorgeous now and it gets better. One day you can take all that terrible dark energy and reuse it. It’s all going to pass. I can’t say a lot about my future but. Listener-Wooden Heart.