As a kid I was quiet and went unnoticed except when my father yelled at me. When I started kindergarten at age 5, the bullying started. Name calling.. Being called *****, stupid, whore, dumbass… The list goes on.. Being pushed around and used. People telling me they’re my friends then using me for my smarts and putting me down as fat and ugly.. At 12 I fell into love and was ignored and forgotten. At 11 my father abandoned us…
As a teen I am quiet and hide myself. At 13 I fell in love again, my mother found out about the 19 year old and I was rejected by him. He ignores me. At 14 (My current age) I fell in love twice. Both ignore me. Forgetting all the great, amazing times we had, the love we shared. At 15 I am supposed to learn to drive, 16 driving, 17 graduate, 18 be an adult and go to college.
24, graduate. 25, who knows what after that. But I will never make it that far. Because I will die at 15.
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Take it one day at a time hon. Focus on making it through the day. The future can wait.
I have been taking it one day at a time that’s the problem.
20 years from now, do you really think that they’re gonna be all that? Hell, they’ll be working for you in 20 years. SO fight it out, I’m 13 as well and am getting bullied cause i’m loosing hair and shit, but hey, chemo does that to ya’. so just stay strong, remember, 20 years from now. they will be working for you.
If I think into the future… Crap goes wrong