thinking manacled by fantasies

i am a fantasist,had so many dreams but for every thing my problem is money because to maintain girl friend and for enjoying my daily life money is need.By not having money i am unable to adjust with my friends and becoming alone in daily life.some times makes me very sad about my position and question a raises in my mind that “for what are u living fucker and what u want to do in your life?” and the answer is nothing
what to do in this shit world don’t know but feeling loneliness in life is more