im gonna end up sounding like a shallow whiny ***** but why why why am i so ugly? being ugly is somehow the source of all my problems. my life would be so much easier if i were pretty.i hate being me i want to be so much more. i hate my eyes, i hate my ears, i hate my smile, i hate my nose, i hate my teeth, i hate my shoulders, i hate my arms, i hate my body, i hate my hips, i hate my legs, so that pretty much sums it up, i hate myself. when i say im ugly, its because i am, not because i want you to lie and tell me im not,which is what people would do if you told them,i know internally theyre just as disgusted who wouldnt be. i wonder what its like to be so pretty that you take someone’s breath away. watching all those pretty tumblr girls and feeling like a fat potato, everyone’s prettier. im so sorry if you came across this im a waste of space bye
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Hi. I think you’re being too hard on yourself. I’m sure that you’re just a normal looking girl. Most people are normal looking. Don’t feel like you have to look like a supermodel for guys to like you. You just have to feel good about yourself and start loving yourself and guys will like you too. We all have attributes that we don’t like about yourself. I wish I had more muscles, so I’m trying to work out more.
Some people like hair. Some people like chests or bottoms. Some people like smiles or eyes or even feet…. Some are about humor or brains. Some like energy or spunk / fiestiness.
WHO KNOWS what your soulmate likes. But do not think that your *current* shape is not up to some idealistic measurement that you are a waste. Beauty truely is only skin deep. And all the *beautiful people* that you compare yourself to – they have insecurities too. AND they too will get old….
Give yourself a break. Smile. Go have fun doing whatever it is you like to do and say SCREW THE WORLD to those who want to judge….
I have never seen you or talked to you. I am not asking to see you or ever talk to you. But – I promise you – if you give yourself time….. you will be just fine.
Truely.
I really dont think you are ugly i think you see yourself a lot worse then you actually are. If people dont want to be your friend because of the way you look you don’t want to be their friends anyway. You sound really nice and i know id be your friend.
You don’t sound like a whiny *****, you sound female. I’ve shed many tears over not being one of the beautiful people, for they own the world. I went through a phase where I cried over the Britney Spears Pepsi commercials. What I wouldn’t give to look like her and have men fall at my feet.
I was being too hard on myself and you probably are too. They own the world but we plainer types can carve out our own niche in it. Last year someone said I was the most beautiful person they knew. They meant from the inside out, obviously, because there are far more beautiful girls out there… but I felt physically beautiful then anyway. Inner beauty CAN make you look more appealing. I’ve dated guys that some would call ugly (I’m thinking of 3 in particular), but to me they were beautiful… maybe not traditionally so, but I loved their looks. After I found out they were jerks, they suddenly looked ugly to me!
thank you guys SO SO much that legit just made my day and i probably won’t harm myself today, thanks guys for the advice and everything<3 knowing im not alone makes me feel so much better love this website ahahah. x
Britney Spears is blegh….
Glad to hear it, deadeyes, you made it through today you can make it through tomorrow too <3
@Umbra Well, 10 years ago or so she was hotter :\
Even then, I didn’t find her attractive — sure, her body is hot when she’s in perfect shape; but her face ruins the package. Haha sorry if I sound like an ass, don’t listen to me~
Shit~ what the hell are we doing talking about that ***** on a suicide site lmfao(?)!
Erhm* deadeyes, you must excuse me….
S’ok, it’s all my fault!
SadBk, yes i know, im trying, im going to,thank you<3
Ahahah umbra_uroboros,its alrightt haha!