I can’t stand my day to day life. All the people that say they care about me an ex that constantly tell me i never gave a fuck about her when I still do. I’m tired of hearing I’m stupid for my cuts and the nerve damage in my knuckles. I’m tired of acting happy only to come home and scream till my voice is sore. I’m tired of feeling like a failure every time I see my ex with another guy, every time i see how weak I am, and every time someone looks at me like bro I want to help when they can’t it just feels like no one can. I haven’t been happy in a while I’m just going to start taking more of my painkillers see if they have any effect or maybe just knock me out at school or something that’d be pretty funny. Does anyone know any like store bought medication I can get to change my mood? My friend is taking to long to get me weed so please if anyone knows anything that might help comment I guess I’ve never used this website before i just know my ex used to.
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You don’t need drugs to make you feel better, just think of all the good things in life. Girls can fuck with your head and yeah you love her but she sounds like she’s not worth it, you could do so much better, there are so many girls out there so don’t give up because one of them doesn’t care and can see what she’s throwing away. Someone out there does care about you.