I tried to explain what you did to me
But I think I’ll stop trying
Cause everyone I talk to seems to think I’m lying
Or crazy cause I can’t control the cryingÂ
So go tell them what they wanna hear
Cause honesty is a liar and happiness is fear
Say what makes ’em happy and the truth will disappear
Oh I, I’ve tried so hard, did everything you want
But I, I just ain’t good enough Jumping off cliffs, done it before,
If I keep running I may end up back there
And I, I stopped myself
From hurting myself for you
But I guess I didn’t try hard enough Because you’re leaving, and I’m left here speechless with my own blood on my hands
I never could explain how I could love you
After all that you’ve done
But you promised me all but the sun
So I believed every lying word, every one
And all you tell will believe you too, everyoneÂ
So go tell them what they wanna hear
Cause honesty is a liar and happiness is fear
Say what makes ’em happy and the truth will disappear
I hope you sleep tonight on a bed of glass
So you know what it’s like to bleed this bad
I hope they stare at you in disgust at your cuts
So you know what it’s like to feel unloved
Cause no one cares until you’ve hung yourself
And they only care if it’s cool for a month
I hope you wake up in tears cause you can’t stop crying
Feel like I feel so you understand why I’m lying
I hope you sleep in a bed of blades
3 comments
it so much fun when no one understands your pain, and keep telling you its not worth suffering for, youre so pretty you can get anyone… like if that would solve any problems!
I can never explain how much it is that i love him either… how much its not worth anything my life as it is, but tell that to anyone and only thing you hear is oh im here for you, oh he didnt deserve you, oh this and oh that… if they only knew… if they only knew what i feel or felt at any given point of my love for him.
but the point is i cant tell him either and no one will ever understand the type of love it was and how much it hurts, because it hurts as much as the love i felt. the promises the get down everything… hurts deep and i cant run away from it!
btw its beautiful and meaningful to me! did you write that?
Yes I wrote it…
I am feeling the same as you…
I love him so much, but everytime we fight or he leaves, my friends talk crap about him… And I still feel the need to defend him.
Then its even more meaningful! 🙂
people will never understand unless they felt the same.
The amounts of lies, the amounts of head games, anything and that will destroy you, no mercy! I learnt the hard way i cant trust anyone.
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