anyone who has a horse will know how close you can become, how easy it is to open up to them, how intuitive they are, never judging you just trusting you depending on you, my horse was my best friend, id sleep in the corner of ou stables and hed nuzzle me, and wipe my tears oh his nose. when he got ill, i kouldnt stand seeing him in such a state, my national champion boy could barely walk, a bone problem he was born with. soon after he got put down. its been over 6 months now, and theres been no one there, i cant talk to people about my problems, theyd judge me, caue more problems. That damn horse was the only thing getting me throught to the next day. i need him, i need him to do what ever it is that horses do that take away all the stress and problems and missery in life. i miss you Mr. x