…

So I am weak
so I’m not strong!
so I can’t find,
a way to get along.
So I’m not fine
So I fake my smile!
So I’m not alright.
haven’t been for a while.
So i’m not the best.
So i’m not that good.
So i’m depressed.
So I’ll die like I should.
So I cut and bleed
So I don’t wanna breathe
So, I’m just me…
So…So what…

You tied my noose
and you loaded my gun
you bought me pills
and you pushed me off.
you lit the flame.
re-routed the train
pushed me off the bridge
you did all you did.
You poisoned my food,
and drove the car.
you ruined my mood
made sure I was scarred.
You stole me
and all my worth.
you took my life away.
and flung me off earth.

And now I’m drifting
And now I’m sad.
Lost and lonely.
Life is bad.
And now I’m seeing
the world un-known.
The light is fleeting.
And I should go.

So what If I’m sad
So what if I’m bad.
So what if i’m different.
So what if i’m distant.
So what if I’m crying.
So what if i’m dying.
So what have done to you.
I really don’t have a clue.
I’m not just some punching bag,
I shouldn’t be treated bad.
And yet you hurt me like,
It a fun pastime.

You tied my noose
you loaded my gun.
you bought me pills
and pushed me off
You lit the flame
re-routed the train
pushed me off the bridge.
You did all you did.
You poisoned my food,
and you drove the car
you ruined my mood
made sure I was scarred
you stole me
and all my worth.
you took my life
and threw me off earth.

And now i’m sad
lost and lonely.
and now i’m seeing.
the life un-known
the light is fleeting
and I should go…