i have seen so many life struggles on this page , so many brought tears to my eyes , last year my friends father commited suicide her younger brother found him , i have thought so many times , what if that was me that somebody found , i feel so lonely , i come home from school go straight to my room and i would just sit there and cry for hours , and then i would come downstairs and nobody would notice i was there or even gone ……….. i wonder would any of that change if i was gone for good