The day I realised I cannot have you changed everything
My behaviour
The people I used to hang with
The places I used to go to
The things I used to do
I’d never thought I’d love someone this much
I’d die for you
I’d do everything to see you smile
But all of that is…useless
The only things that make me forget about my faliure are:
Ketamine
Heroin
Mephedrone
LSD
Valium
It’s like having your own harem of death…and I love it
All of this….just to forget you and let you live your life without you remembering me
All of this….just for you….love you forever…you’ll always be my guardian angel