Done with being a “Targeted Individual”

So a couple days ago, I went through with it.  Obviously I’m still here.  It’s a strange feeling to just lie down breathing hissing helium.  But in a short minute you’re just feeling normal silly, tired, dreams as if you’ve passed out after a long vacation or something.  Nothing special or profound, just one more stupid dream as any other when you do this.

Unfortunately, I awoke later just as if waking from a “lengthy” dream.  It was just like waking up in an unfamiliar bed, I was just wondering what my strange new circumstances were.  I noticed quickly that the bag was no longer hissing my death fluid, so I just took it off.  I was drenched in sweat.  I guess suffocation causes fever, I don’t know.  I didn’t write it down, but it appeared I was down for 10 minutes.  As expected, the tiny balloon helium tanks only went for probably 6 minutes.  Not long enough.

I felt very woozy after taking off the bag, all my muscles were sore, and my head and whole body were very sweaty.  Obviously, my body had reacted heavily to the lack of oxygen.  The “pain” was only from moving about directly afterwards, laying still though was quite relaxing.  I just realized I failed, and threw open the window next to my bed, and continued on with the fucking v2kEH.  The woozy feeling lasted for hours probably, I just decided to nap forever before I got pissed off at the failure.  Apparently no brain damage, I quickly noticed that even though I had a strong fever my thoughts and coordination were still the norm.

I’m going to have to try again, since I absolutely despise the dispensation of V2KEH.  Slowly browsing information about ******** and Philip Nitschke for now.  Aw, screw it, 20 minutes have just passed where the V2kEH is has lessened the rate of injection I’m having a whiskey!  🙂

March 2013

I’ve gone upscale and purchased a ******** gas cylinder for the job.  AirGas sells 3ft tall steel tanks for about $150.  Just tell them you need ******** for filling tires or adjustable car shocks.  I got a low flow CO2/argon regulator (GCA580 threading) at a really cool hardware store called Harbor Freight.  About $40.  The CO2/argon regulator works just fine with the ******** tank and has a spigot that fits a 1/4 inch inner diameter plastic tube (available at every Lowes) perfectly, no clamp required.

I’ve read that one of these welding regulators should probably whistle away ******** for hours from a thousands PSI tank (mine appears to be 2,100-2,200PSI full)  I would not recommend allowing the V2K congress to distract you from ending the suffering with government speak or agitation technique.  If you can’t hit medium income with a telepathic whip on you at all times, it’s bound to only hurt you more thouroghly as life goes on.

You can sit with the device for days and fuck around, play with turning on and off, ect.  Eventually the V2K congress will cycle something disgustingly unfair and you’ll take the damn gas nap you deserve.  I would recommend staying clean and emptied while you consider it.  Your body will light up with heat as you’re unconscious, and sweat profusely until it’s done and everything evaporates with your life.  I only know that while passed out, you just dream a stupid dream like having an outing with an acquaintance you haven’t seen in 10 years.  It’s unremarkable.

The only bit of info I could not see through search engines was that a CO2/argon GCA580 regulator would work with a GCA580 ******** (heavy steel) cylinder.  It does, and it does not require an O ring or anything.  A brass nipple just gets screwed up against a circular opening in the main tank valve, and functions perfectly.  Now you know.  Freak out some communities if you want, and post all over the internet that this works, if you want.  Some people make a living out of extorting folks who don’t know any better than to mail order specially.

March 2013

So I’ve fiddled with the system since I’ve attatched it to an exit hood/bag.  Flowing even a little gas to the bag is quite loud.  Guides say you need 16.9liters/minute (shown on the regulator indicator) to keep the bag puffed with ******** (expelling CO2 you breathe out, preventing unwanted body panic movements after you’re asleep).  Since folks are home lately, I have not been able to crank it up that high yet.

The 3 foot high airgas tank I got apparently contains about 4X the volume of the Philip Nitschke ******** tanks.  If I’m reading it right.

http://www.airgas.com/browse/productDetail.aspx?Category=193&product=NI%2060
http://www.maxdogbrewing.com/About.php

The airgas bottle came with about 2,200psi full (according to the co2/argon regulator gauge) and Philip Nitschke’s comes with about 2,000psi full.  So I guess it should work, if extremely loudly.

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OK, so I’ve fiddled with it some more and it’s really not all that loud.  But, after my failure before with helium, I’m still wary of trying it again even with this higher capacity tank.  Can anyone confirm that flowing 20liters/min from this 55 cu ft (I think that’s what “Water Volume: 660 Cubic Inches” means) ******** tank will last for dozens of minutes?  I will not have the cash to buy another one for weeks to test it out.  And please, no questions about electronic harassment, telepathy, or gang stalking.  Just curious to hear if anyone knows that my little 3ft steel ******** tank at 2000psi will stay on for half an hour.