after a year&half with my babyboii this is how it ended.*warnin im 14 hes 16*
Me&Ahmet
21st januray 2011 i met ahmet first time,we got ice cream&he chase me round the park tryin to get it on my nose&said if it was a fairy tale id be the person he ends up being with in the happy ending.
15th june 2011 (3 days before my birthday) he took me to beach and wrote in the sand ‘i love you’
17th june 2011 he asked infront of my whole family if i be his?i smiled and said yes.
21st agust 2011 we had our first fight at a his house a family dinner.
we didnt talk for months.It hurt i dont remember being happy after that day.
5th november 2011 ahmet cam to my door,with flowers&a teddy of my fave animal a panda&said this”katie please forgive me im so sorry,you know i love you so much&i’ll always care for you.you mean the world to me and i dont know what i do without you since 21ts of august i havent been happy.please give me another chance?ive got a table for us at tale of spice 2 please come?” i remember cause the teddy says that.
15th november 2011 we were back together.i was so happy,i had abit to drink in school and asked a boy to walk me home.this boy was todd my ex.He walked me all the way home i got back to mine kissed todd&at the same time ahmet was just getting out his car to go to my door where i was with todd.but Ahmet didnt say anything he just got back in the car.i didnt know till later on about 8:00pmish when ahmet rang me,he was so angry,he was cryin i realise what i had done,i had the phone on loud speaker and just cryed and cryed while he shouting down the phone i said sorry so many times.
20th november 2011 he came over and spoke to me said how it hurt,how it felt to be cheated on,how angry he was,how much he hated me.
he said he just didnt care anymore cause it hurt so much.
30th november 2011 i realise the first boy ive ever cared about is gone.and didnt want me back because i was unfaithful.
16th december 2011 i was put on pills for depression,they couldnt understand how i coud feel so strongly for someone at my age.i would break down or just stand outside tale of spice 2 for hours till the police came and got me.They couldnt see how it was for me they were all about school&family but none of that matter to me i wanted my babyboii back.
24th december 2011 everyone went to sleep and i just cry cry for hours thinking how long it had been since id seen him.about 11ish at night i left my house and walk to his from westbury to warminster and knocked on his door till he answered but he didnt.so i sat there outside his door crying and sayin ahmet im sorry i love you.about 3 o’clock in the morning the police came and picked me up.
7th january 2012-after months of me tryin to get him back he finally agreed to get back together.i was so happy and i was took off my pills.it was hard without them but i got used to it when i had my babyboii back.Everyone said they’d never seen me so happy&that i looked healthier.
14th febuary 2012-ahmet took me on a hot air balloon ride.he asked if i stay with him forever?i said yes my love for you will never die,we went out to the tale of spice 2 for dinner.
2rd april 2012-my little sister birthday ahmet stayed the night before and on her birthday ahmet had made a cake and done decorations for the party,i was so happy with him.theres a picture of the cake.
7th july 2012-we hate a huge dinner with both familys at the tale of spice 2.it ended badly my mom got drunk said “she wasnt happy for me and ahmet to be together but didnt want us to break up because of the fact i came of my pills” Ahmets dad said “my family was horrible and didnt want us to be together because of my family” so we werent aloud to see eachother.
9th august 2012-we got back together went to both of our familys and told them we didnt care what they think were in love&our love will never die for eachother.
october 13th 2012-ahmet took me to the beach where he first told me he loved me&on that day he got down on one knee and asked me to get engaged?i jumped on him and said yes and we spent the rest of the day running along the beach&walking on the peir.
november 27th 2012-we were still together.but something was wrong cause he ingore me from the 27th november-5 december 2012 said he had been busy.i wanted to know what he had been doing,i thought he was cheating.
10th december 2012-i found out from his two brothers he had been talking to a girl called anne so i went and seen her and asked her she said “i thought you come here soon but im sorry im not saying cos i dont know what your talking about”this made me think he was cheating even more.I found out he had been planing a party to show how much he loves me,with a cake&prezzies&i found out anne was a party planner.i felt so bad i thought he was cheating!:O
25th december 2012-ahmet came over for christmas dinner,we had laughs,open prezzies.it snowed that day and me&ahmet went sleghing.
1st janurary 2013-ahmet said he need a break from us,i wasnt sure what he meant,he said he didnt want to be engaged nor be with him.
14th febuary 2013-first time we spoke since 1st janurary we got back together and he said he missed me and felt bad for what happen but didnt want to be engaged anymore,ovbious i asked why he said !”cos i cant trust you” i said “well if theres no trust then theres no relationship i love you with all my heart i wish you trusted me cause i trust you with my life but i dunno how to tell you and you know i would never do anything to hurt you,i promise.i wanna be with you till i die but you cant trust me then it wont work,i hate saying this but i know its true” he said “fine bye” he kissed me on the head and walked away.
19th march 2013-he sent me the think about dieing he said “go slit your throat inside of wrists at least that way your die from it” “go die in a hole i’ll dig it for you fatty and then everyone will be happier” “go drink bleach you worthless piece of shit” “katie go kill yourself i never loved you&i never cared for you this was just a big joke” the bad thing is i still love him with all my heart.
29th march 2013-thats today.i back on pills anways and i cry still.i just wish i could have my babyboii back i love him <3