i dont know what to say im crying as i wight this iv seen 2 of my frends cap them selfs right infrond of me and ther perants going mad with greef cos thay know it was them who sent ther sons and dorters to ther graves throw not lisning and juging my preants do this to me but iv manigd to keep it qwiut and inch by inch im geting there i know if i told my perants thad ether go mad or not belev me am i wong ? iv gust read a post of a person who is going to end it tonight and im torn in hafe that i cant do aney thing because were sepratid by a computer i whant us to pray to what ever god gods spirits you beleve in to all thows who will try this night to take a horbul step i whant ll of you to know i love you and i dont care what cuntrey you come from or what religon you belev in or the fact that i can only talk to you from the other side of a screen i know iv said this alote of times but now im saying it with teres in my eyes and words in my hart I LOVE YOU ALL !!!!!!!
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Your post was difficult to read, because it contained many spelling errors. I think I got the message though. It must have been hard seeing two of your friends kill themselves. Don’t give up man.
yer sorry im dixlesic and dw iv lernt to block the pane the ferst was hard thow just bang lots of blood and gon the seocnd was his girlfrend she askt me to come meet her at the woods to talk and well….. on the phone she said good biy i said i dont under stand then i remeber this to well i walk rawnd a oak tree a big old one the sun was so hot ther was twigs and what not on the grownd she had hung her self fom the top branch she was still stugling i tryd to do some thing but i was horbly fasnatid by the hole thing that i fros for 2 secionds that 2 secionds killd her i didunt do aney thing after i got her down i cod of don cpr or some shit but…. i blame my self for that day then in yer 8 after a yere of bulleying i tryd to drown my self in a sink but the jantor yanket me out so yer thats were all this shit whent off
You write amazingly. I’m sorry you’re hurting, but I’m a fan of your storytelling skills.