I have so many people who love me, but I don’t see why! I hate myself, I hate my hair my skin, my everything. I just want to zone out completely. No one knows this because I keep a brave face on but I just want to try and kill myself but not quite succeed, just so then people will know. What’s a good way to do that?
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What do you REALLLLLY want??
Seriously. Do you want to punish those around you? Are you seeking attention? Do you want a different life? What is it that you seek? Are you simply asking for help but you do not know how to ask for it?
I am NOT trying to belittle or sound uncaring. But I think it would help if you could better explain what you are looking for??
If you simply need help – you can tell your family doctor or family member or a preacher or a teacher/counciler – who ever you feel most comfortable with. BUT – you have to be blunt and honest. Do not sugar coat it.
If you want a new life. Well, I am no expert in that area – but I guess you just have to go live it. Leave everything and everyone behind and start over.
Did that help at all or am I just babbling?