the thought of you is killing every part of me.
loving you was suicide.
I was left torn and broken.
im way past every mommet
I’ve broken bones for you.
without you the air is getting hard to breathe.
I’m trying to keep myself alive
But my feelings and insecurities are killing me inside.
leaving me with the thought of  “I wasn’t good enough, I never was.”
Love is suicide.
I have no life, no soul for anyone to hurt becuase they already killed the one that existed….
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wow, i am so sorry to hear that somebody else feels the exact same way as i do. it must be extremely painful. im so sorry. this is exactly how i feel.
love is not the only thing that is killing me. everyone and everything is killing me
then your already dead like me but you fake it you become something your not you loose your love your heart breaks your will is shattered you try to survive and the torment continues welcome to my world x10 u cant fkin imagine to go from bliss a loving heart 2 nothing for years its dead and gone that pure awareness now an ego mind to be bombarded by an insane family that projects all there negativity onto you im shocked im still here but i survive bcuz i know human life is an opurtunity to die well to free 1self of samsara to not be reborn as a fkin insect or animal or a fkin retarded human that forgets everything it ever was ive already gone to far but look within yourself and see what you see is not reality you create reality and this is a world learner noobs and dick heads like me come to earth to help to get trapped and raped by it yeh i remember and now im bitter
Sadly, love is suicide. I never thought I’d be on forums like these,but it hurts more than words can describe. I’m sorry for you, I know what you’re going through….
thanx. it’s hard to know that the person you love never loved you.